introduction: Han was an early-game booster that ended up getting murdered in a set-up. Now he''''s not a player nor a human—just a Mana Tick controlling a low-level zombie inside a VRMMO, needing to hide from players in a beginner crypt. He longs for a body worth living in, only to keep making things harder for himself by caring for those who don''''t know that he exists. oOo What to expect; Introspective, character driven narrative. Han''''s quite the thinker. System does exist for players, and works half the time for Han, alas, no spreadsheets every chapter. Host, body, whatever you call it, focused growth. Spoiler: gotta catch ''''em all! Will have romance eventually. Need an acceptable body first! Also on RoyalRoad! M