"She won't see you now..." Yang Pu looked at Bo Yang like that. His heart was full of discomfort. His tone also unconsciously softened.
"Do you love her?" Bei Yang listlessly sat down on Yang Pu's bed. His eyes were unfocused.
Yang Pu lowered his eyes and looked down at Bo Yang, but didn't say a word.
"Are the two of you dating now?" Bai Yang's gaze gradually converged, his head raised, meeting Yang Pu's gaze. His tone was like an interrogation, yet it seemed as if he knew everything, merely confirming something.
"I have no relationship with her at all..." Yang Pu shook his head and sat down, crossing his fingers and letting them hang in front of his knees. He didn't want to deceive Bai Yang, nor did he want to ruin the future between Bai Yang and Tong Jing.
"She said she likes you. She admitted with her own mouth that you are her boyfriend. And you, who also loves her, say that you and she have no relationship at all. I'm afraid even you yourself don't believe it." Bai Yang smiled bitterly. In the end, he still said that Tong Jing liked was Yang Pu.
"Bei Yang, Tong Jun loves you. If you really love her, don't go look for her now." Yang Pu's tone became more serious. He could understand Bei Yang's current mood. But she also wanted to protect Tong Jun and not let her get hurt again. She wanted to save her own father and must help her achieve this wish.
"You clearly said it was my dad who drove her away. For more and faster chapters, please go to [website]. Why can't I go find her now?" Bai Yang's eyes were red. His cold, star-like gaze fell, a hint of despair like a lonely lotus in the dark night.
"Because she wanted to save her own father..." Yang Pu finally said. He wanted to let Bai Yang know the truth, so he told him everything as it was.
Bo Yang listened quietly to everything Yang Pu said. He didn't say a word for a long time. Shouldn't he have thought of all this earlier? But at that time, he was confused by Tong Jing's sentence "I like Yang Pu". It took him a long time to come to terms with it.
"How long will it take before I can see her again..."
"Then you'll have to wait until your dad gets promoted. Until he rescues Uncle Tong... Then she will see you." Yang Pu replied.
"I respect her choice." Bai Yang stood up and left with that sentence. He didn't say anything else, and walked out of Yang Pu's bedroom alone.
He took out his phone. The countdown began. One year and four months. Not long. Nor short. But it was very tormenting. Those hidden sorrows in the depths of his heart. Irretrievable sense of loss. And all sorts of regrets. Twelve years of waiting wasn't enough? Why is it so difficult to love someone and be with her?
Yang Pu sat in the house for a long time, silent. Suddenly, he felt an empty urge to smoke. He bent down and took out a box of Japanese-made Mild Seven cigarettes from his drawer. He took out one cigarette and placed it between his lips. Without lighting it, he stared blankly at the white wall. He didn't know how long he maintained this posture. Until the sunlight gradually dimmed, presenting a deep red glow. The lights in the dormitory across the way came on. Yang Pu's eyes began to tear up. Slowly. More and more. Full of tears... What was he supposed to do?
Everything is like a game. Sometimes it comes to an abrupt end. Pain is like chewing on rose petals. Sometimes it comes suddenly. Being caught off guard is like looking at a withered crimson maple leaf. It's all heartache.
Yang Pu hadn't gone to see Tong Jing for a long time. When he went to see her again, it was already near the Spring Festival. Shanghai had started snowing. Tong Jing was slightly surprised when she saw Yang Pu. She hadn't seen him in a very long time.
"Yang Pu tells you a good news. My right hand has recovered normally." Tong Jing holds "Little Teddy" with one hand, raises his own right hand and turns it around, with joy on his face.
"Really? Then why didn't you call me when you were feeling better?" Yang Pu was overjoyed. He inexplicably wanted to walk over and pick her up, spin around in circles to celebrate that she had finally recovered from her illness. But in the end he still suppressed this unrealistic idea of his.
"I've been waiting for you. As I said..." Tong Jing smiled lightly and started teasing the "little Teddy" in her arms. She really liked this little guy.
It was just a casual remark by Tong Jing, but it caused Yang Pu's heart to beat faster unintentionally. Was she waiting for her own arrival? Although she knew it wouldn't be like that, she still wanted to deceive herself once.
"Have you told your mom and them?" Yang Pu walked over, sat down on the sofa, and took off his scarf at the first opportunity.
"En..." Tong Jing nodded. "They'll come visit me again in a few days. Said they're coming to Shanghai for the New Year."
Pu actually wanted to tell Tong Jing. He had already told Bai Yang everything. Bai Yang promised not to look for her. But was also afraid that if Tong Jing knew about all this, she would distrust him. Thought he had betrayed her and quietly left. Hid in another place. At that time, she would be unable to find her again. So, after thinking about it, decided not to say anything.
"It's good this way. I was worried you'd be alone during the New Year, it's too lonely...". Yang Pu probably didn't even realize how deep his expression was when looking at Tong Jing. It was an unintentional revelation.
"Ah, right. It seems that Little Teddy only likes the dog food you bought. I got her a new flavor, but she has no appetite. Now I'll go to the supermarket to buy the one you got for her. Can you take care of her?" Tong Jing said, putting Little Teddy beside Yang Pu, then preparing to put on his coat.
"I'll just go buy it." Yang Pu said behind Tong Jing.
"You rest. I'll go buy. It's not far anyway. The supermarket is just a short walk." Tong Jing was already tying his scarf, getting ready to head out.
"Or I'll go with you..." Yang Pu stood up, ignoring the little Teddy beside him.
Tong Jing held an umbrella in his hand. One foot had already stepped out of the door. He hastily waved his hand. "You watch the dog, I'll be right back."
Yangpu had no choice but to give up, watching Tong Jing's figure getting farther and farther away.
Tong Jing held an umbrella. Strolling in the snowy ground. Unbeknownst to him, 100 meters behind his back, a person was following him. He didn't hold an umbrella. Snowflakes fell on his hair. Long eyelashes. His cheeks were frozen red.
He didn't mean to go up and call out to her. He just wanted to take a look at her, that was enough. So he followed behind her, able to gaze at her back, already very satisfied.
This fool is Bo Yang. He secretly followed Yang Pu to Shanghai. Yang Pu entered the house. He was guarding outside the door. Just wanted to be an invisible person. Take a look at her. Just take a look at her. Want to know if she's okay. Has she lost weight? Is her hand better? Absolutely won't disturb her.
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Bo Xing Shi Shu Yuan