"Let go, I'll go take a look at Fei Jian." Yuan Shu Han had always been in Pei Ming Xuan's arms, so he couldn't see what kind of expression Pei Ming Xuan had on his face.
Pei Mingxuan wasn't foolish enough to reveal that he was jealous, and besides, it didn't make a difference in Yuan Shuhuan's eyes. After all, Yuan Shuhuan probably only noticed that Yan Yunjin was exhausted from diagnosing the illness of the sword. Although his understanding of people was limited to what was recorded, this didn't mean Pei Mingxuan wasn't aware of the cruelty within.
But now, Fei Xing's physical condition is just like that, and it can be said that there is no other way to do so. Moreover, Yuan Shu Han is reluctant to part with Fei Xing. Although there is nothing impure in this, Pei Ming Xuan cannot help but feel a sense of unease. If the object of his affections were anyone else, he would be able to completely conceal his thoughts.
"Are you awake?" Yu Shu Huan rushed over to give Fei Jian a pulse diagnosis as soon as he entered and saw that Fei Jian was stirring. However, he didn't dare look into Fei Jian's eyes, this kind of thing really didn't know how to face it, at least when facing Fei Jian alone. Even with Pei Ming Xuan's comforting words, it couldn't change the selfish fact.
"I already know." Fei Jian patted the top of Yuan Shu Han's head, without showing any hint of blame. After all, there was nothing to be blamed for, right? "Foolish girl, you can't bear to leave me, but I can bear to leave you?" If it were himself now, he would also make the same choice as Yuan Shu Han.
Being able to watch Yuan Shu Han grow stronger step by step, being able to watch the two children grow up bit by bit, this is the small happiness that Fei Jian possesses. If the relationship between Yuan Shu Han and himself is hard to describe, then the two children are like his own children. This point Fei Jian is very clear about, and the two children probably also regard him as their father.
"The child calls me father, how can I bear to abandon my own child." This matter was previously unknown even to Yuan Shu Huan, and Fei Jian kept it as a small secret in his heart. In this world, there is always sacrifice before gain, what he gave up was just this body, but what he gained was happiness.
In the eyes of two children, probably themselves and Yuan Shu Huan can be considered as parents. Thinking back to that time, even when dealing with their father's property, Yuan Shu Huan was reluctant to let go of the two children, but could rest assured leaving them in his care. Thinking about it now, he no longer has to worry about when he will die, which is another kind of good fortune.
"I'm so selfish..." I'm also powerless, Yuan Shuhan didn't say the next sentence, but Fei Jian felt Yuan Shuhan's powerlessness. To think that his own illness was even more severe than Pei Mingxuan's, this probably made Yuan Shuhan see the powerlessness of being a doctor, if it wasn't for that man, Yuan Shuhan would have had to watch himself die, what a cruel thing...
Fei Jian suddenly remembered Yuan Shu Huan's expression when his father passed away. He really didn't want Yuan Shu Huan to experience that kind of feeling again, fortunately they had all gotten through it now.
Pei Mingxuan looked at the two people getting along with each other, and the sourness in his heart became more apparent. Between Fei Jian and Yuan Shuhuan, between Si Kong Zihong and Yuan Shuhuan, even between Yu Tiancheng and Yuan Shuhuan, he actually could never enter their world, just like they couldn't possibly insert themselves between him and Yuan Shuhuan either.
Fei Jian accompanied Yuan Shu Han through the most unfamiliar days in this world. The past between Si Kong Zi Hong and Yuan Shu Han was something that no one could intervene in. Medical skills would be an eternal topic between Yu Tian Cheng and Yuan Shu Han. What about the relationship between himself and Yuan Shu Han, which seemed to exist but didn't?
Bae Myung-seon had a strong self-control, and these things were not necessarily what Bae Myung-seon wanted to intervene in, but the sense of unease in his heart would never be erased. As his body recovered day by day, Bae Myung-seon couldn't help but wonder if he could stay here even after he recovered from his illness?
Looking at the decorations in his own house, Pei Mingxuan suddenly felt very annoyed. It's hard not to say that every item in this house is of high quality, but when it comes to himself, it only leaves a feeling of annoyance. Because this proves how much he and Yuan Shuhuan's world don't match.
Many things Pei Mingxuan didn't want to think about, but that doesn't mean they wouldn't exist if he didn't think about them. He was willing to wait for Yuan Shuhuan to grow up, but he couldn't change Yuan Shuhuan's mind, perhaps this kind of life is what Yuan Shuhuan wanted after all. Living a humble life in the city, plain yet with a unique flavor.
Watching my younger siblings grow up day by day, I opened a store here and settled down. Then I studied what I wanted to do, and when I was lazy, I slept all day in the house. Such days were so carefree that even I couldn't help but indulge in them, let alone Yuan Shu Huan who had enough ability to protect myself.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Shu Huan pulled over Pei Ming Xuan and started to take his pulse. Having stood in this place for so long, he didn't know if Pei Ming Xuan's body could withstand it. Just a moment ago when he went in, everything was fine, but why did Pei Ming Xuan suddenly seem unhappy?
"If there's anything unhappy, just say it out loud. Keeping a happy mood will help you recover physically." Speaking of which, Pei Mingxuan is probably the patient she has dragged on for too long in her own hands, or she hasn't treated many people in this life and the last. This is actually a very normal thing, as Mo Lao Da wouldn't care about these things after becoming the boss.
As for what happened before becoming Mo Lao Da, of course, was busy with his own career. Speaking of which, his poisonous skills were used in many places, and his medical skills almost became useless. Unexpectedly, this time he traveled through, and his medical skills became his reliance.
If I don't want to go back to that kind of life with swords and shadows in the past, this is probably the best choice now.
"The distance between us is so great......" We are completely people from two different worlds, but Bai Mingxuan didn't know how to continue the conversation. For now, he just likes Yuan Shuhuan, there's no rule that says Yuan Shuhuan will like him back, and being in such a situation makes him feel rather melancholic.
When did I become so unlike myself? Yuan Shuhong is probably the calamity of this life. Fortunately, at the moment when I was about to hide, I met such a calm person. Yuan Shuhong is not keen on fame and wealth, otherwise, relying on his medical skills to enter Taiyi Hospital would be easy, and getting a reputation as a divine doctor would not be a problem. Would Yuan Shuhong still worry about having no money at that time?
However, Yuan Shu Han chose to open a clothing store that had nothing to do with medicine. Although the things he made were also very likable and colorful. Just like now, he would take the fabric himself and let Yuan Shu Han design and make it worry-free. Although there might be some difficulties here because Yuan Shu Han designed them personally.
But isn't it because the style of this dress is really good, otherwise why would I be so self-deprecating? Even if I can be considered as Yu Shu Huan, what about Yu Tian Cheng? He loves everything that Yu Shu Huan designs. From the fabric back then to the current style.
It can be said that the people in this courtyard are all wearing styles designed by Yuan Shu himself. Even An Mo, that frivolous young man, now has a few points of elegance, doesn't this explain something?
"This is normal, and I don't have the idea of shortening it. Love between men and women, for me, isn't that I don't understand, it's just too early now." Yuan Shu Han said this and paused, and as expected, saw Pei Ming Xuan with a slightly hurt look in his eyes. "Fei Jian told me at that time, I don't have to get entangled in these unnecessary things, just living like before is enough."
It's actually like that, isn't it? Since we can't control what happens in the future, why not just go with the flow. "I think this feeling is called going with the flow, if there's a chance in the future, finding someone to be together wouldn't be bad." But Yuan Shu Han himself wasn't sure who that person was in his heart, just like Pei Ming Xuan said, they were too far apart.
They are now completely people from two different worlds. Previously, both Si Kongzi and he were mixed with the black forces, so they didn't have so many concerns. However, as a great general of Anding, how could Pei Mingxuan not understand that he was previously similar to a bandit or demonic cult?
"Actually, living like we are now is pretty good, I'm just thinking too much..." Yuan Shu Han's current body isn't even suitable for considering romantic relationships between men and women. If they had their old bodies, perhaps things would be different by now. It will still take some time before Yuan Shu Han grows up to be a big girl, this is something that all of them are very clear about.
Sikong Zihong is now so carefree, perhaps it's because he has the idea that Yuanshu Huan still has a few years to grow up. Moreover, Sikong Zihong finds it easier to stay by Yuanshu Huan's side than himself, which Pei Mingxuan had realized from very early on. Even if Sikong Zihong were to cling to Yuanshu Huan, Yuanshu Huan would not do anything to drive him away.
But if he himself was cured, would he still have the face to stay at Yuan Shu Huan's place? Pei Ming Xuan was very clear about the voice in his heart, that is, not a single bit.
"No need to think too much, we're all friends now, as for something deeper...” Pei Mingxuan's lips covered Yuan Shuhan's still speaking mouth, such words were already hurtful enough, he didn't want to hear even more hurtful ones. In a way, this was another kind of sorrow, having rejected others himself in the past, who would have thought he'd be the one being rejected instead.
Even if it's the person on the high seat, wanting to find a suitable woman for himself, hasn't he refused many times before? Now it's just a repeat of history. In fact, Yuan Shu Huan didn't refuse anything, she just doesn't have her mind on this right now. Even if she still has Si Kong Zi Hong, and either one of them can easily support the entire household, Yuan Shu Huan won't accept their help. This is the pride deep within Yuan Shu Huan's heart.