"It's not just you, but also Bae Myung-seon. A genius like him is now lying in bed with severe blood loss because of me. Even if I want to make amends, it's not possible because I really can't reciprocate their feelings."
"No need to feel guilty, if you can't be at peace because of this, then it's my and Pei Mingxuan's fault." Si Kong Zihong's words were very gentle, just like the feeling his person gave people. "We like you, so we don't want you to be unhappy, it's really that simple. I also don't ask you to accept me, as long as you don't drive me away, it's fine."
Bae Myung-seon's thoughts should be the same, even if not accepted, at least don't refuse. "You are a doctor and you should know that patients' emotions are unstable, so don't say words of refusal to Bae Myung-seon." How can someone who is fine in their room suddenly get hurt without any warning?
Although Sisi Zhong didn't know the specific reason, he could more or less guess a bit. So it's better for them not to stimulate Bae Myung-seong for now, let alone they really don't know where they can stimulate Bae Myung-seong.
"I used to think you were despicable, but now I've discovered that you're actually gentle." The gentleness made me feel even more guilty. Yuan Shuhan glanced at Pei Mingxuan's door. She would rather endure Pei Mingxuan's stormy weather than bear Si Kong Zihong's warm sunshine.
The original gentle person will make people feel heartbroken, and will make people even more unsure of how to face it. Yuan Shu Huan has this feeling, but will be even more afraid to face Si Kong Zi Hong, just like what he said earlier, because he is too guilty in his heart, or perhaps there is another reason, that is, such gentleness makes people feel too uncomfortable.
"Ah, that's because my past self was also inexperienced in the face of love." I didn't even dare to admit that the person I liked was you. It was only this time apart that taught me a lot. These years of searching made me gradually mature, and then I realized how childish my past self was.
Perhaps we have too many achievements in our respective fields, but that doesn't mean we are truly mature. Some things are completely different without experiencing them, just like how I used to despise those who were troubled by love, and now I've become one of them. Is this also what they call the unpredictability of life?
"People like us shouldn't have emotions in the first place, that would only become our fatal weakness. This is the same for you, me, or Pei Mingxuan, why do you still insist on being attached to this?" Yuan Shuhan didn't quite understand, perhaps it was because he was too rational.
"People all say that men belong to reason, while women belong to sensibility. You don't seem like a woman at all." This is exactly the reason why Yuan Shu Huan hasn't been emotional yet, so she can say such words. Once Yuan Shu Huan becomes emotional, will she still be able to say these words with such calmness?
"But whether it's a man or a woman, sometimes they can't help themselves, the seven emotions and six desires are the original sin that humans carry. Of course, this is Jesus' words, but here it feels very applicable. Look at Adam and Eve in the Bible, what kind of forbidden fruit they ate is unknown, but they understood what emotions are."
"Original sin, as recorded in the Bible. Isn't the original sin that humans bear represented by the seven deadly sins of Satan? Not one of them is for suffering for love, and men and women loving each other is a normal thing to begin with. But these two people, men, became like this because of love, and Yuan Shu's guilt comes from this."
"I remember a story about a kind-hearted woman who sent shoes to the monks in the mountains. As she handed them out one by one, the monks were deeply moved, but in the end, they locked the gate of the temple to keep her from leaving."
Sikong Zihong was a bit surprised, but telling such a story to Yuan Shuhong was meaningless. The implication of this story is really bad, you are innocent, but our guilt arose because of you.
"This story always makes me think, I didn't kill Bo Ren, but Bo Ren died because of me. What you want to say is probably the same as this." Yuan Shu Huan thought of another way to express it, just like the woman in the story, looking so innocent, but why did the woman have to use that method to express her kindness?
Why provoke those monks, after getting warmth, no one wants to lose it. Yuan Shuhuan himself can be said to have a deep understanding of this, if someone dares to lay hands on his two children, then Yuan Shuhuan can absolutely create a hell on earth. Because that is the warmth in his heart, a forbidden place that cannot be touched no matter what.
"No, that can only be said to be our calamity, the sin we bear. Heaven seems to have intentionally made a mockery of us in this regard, and such a sin makes us feel sweet as honey. I don't know if those monks will regret leaving that woman behind, but paying for you feels delightful."
Si Kongzi Hong placed his hand on Yuan Shu Han's head, messing up Yuan Shu Han's hair. These things may be too far away for Yuan Shu Han, but he has a lifetime to wait.
"I completely agree with that, giving is a kind of happiness. So I'll go take a look at the warmth in my heart, can't stay here with you anymore." Yuan Shuheng didn't want to continue discussing this with Si Kong Zihong, the topic they were currently talking about was really too dangerous, if they weren't careful it could spark a fire.
Ji Kong Zi Hong also said something very right, that both he and Pei Ming Xuan are still too immature, at least for now. Because Ji Kong Zi Hong has already gained some insight in this aspect, that's why Ji Kong Zi Hong can be so tolerant, whether good or bad, it doesn't make any sense in front of him.
Yu Shu Huan didn't know how to express his emotions, but this kind of tolerance was really unbearable, at least for himself. Because he had no way to reciprocate, such a predetermined unrequited emotion, Yu Shu Huan really didn't know what to say.
Although Si Kong Zi Hong has always been such an excellent person, perhaps it's because the two of them have been enemies and opponents for too long. In a short period of time, Yuan Shu Huan can't change his feelings towards Si Kong Zi Hong, so he can only say one sentence: "I really can't do it!"
Okay, she forgot that this was the scene of that ancient saying, but it seemed like at that time there were still a few sparks. Of course, this also had something to do with someone always showing off in front of her. A big man who would say in front of her every day, "Your Majesty, I really can't do it!" Yuan Shu Han had wanted to flip the table countless times, but unfortunately, she never succeeded until the last time.
"You go." Si Kong Zi Hong was still as gentle as ever, perhaps wanting to make up for all the times he had missed. Perhaps in Si Kong Zi Hong's mind, only Yuan Shu Huan was worthy of his gentleness, and no one else qualified.
Two people talking here, their words were heard clearly by An Mo. It has to be said that Si Kong Zi Hong is a very powerful love rival, at least for our Wang Ye. Can our Wang Ye say such things and tolerate everything about Huan Gong Nian?
Just as Ci Kong Zi Hong himself said, Yuan Shu Han or Ye are still very young and inexperienced, but Ci Kong Zi Hong has become mature through his experiences.
"Finished chatting?" The two children were playing happily with Fei Jian. At this time, the child could already crawl and was crawling around Fei Jian's side, the three people playing together were extremely happy.
And the two children saw Yuan Shu Han coming over, also stretched out their small hands to Yuan Shu Han and wanted to climb onto his body. Yuan Shu Han quickly took a few quick steps to the bedside and picked up his sister. Fei Jian knew that Yuan Shu Han would definitely pick up the girl first, so naturally he picked up the boy.
"I'm very bewildered and guilty, I couldn't respond to their feelings." This is what Yuan Shu Han thinks is his most guilty place, it's clearly his own fault but in the end he still has to let two people bear the consequences.
"Just be yourself, they probably hope you can be yourself too. If you give up being yourself because of their feelings, I believe they will think it's not worth it, because at that time you are no longer Yuan Shu Huan. Rather than leaving a completely different Yuan Shu Huan to them, it's better to just be yourself openly and honestly."
Although Fei Jian was not good at speaking, he understood the hearts of the two very well. At least in this way, even Ci Kongzi's eloquence couldn't be expressed. This is actually a very simple matter, it's just that Yuan Shu Huan himself complicated things.
"Thank you." Yuan Shu Han lowered his head, not knowing what to say, so he could only use these two words to respond. Yuan Shu Han teased Yuan Shu Yan from time to time, but didn't notice his sister's expression that wanted to cry. Fei Jian felt a bit helpless, originally encountering love made everyone become like this.
Yuan Shu Han still had the nerve to say that Si Kong Zi Hong Pei Ming Xuan, where could she be good at? It was just a more rational performance, but in fact, there was still a little panic.
Yu Shu Huan finally lifted his head and said another "thank you" to Fei Jian. The same two words had different meanings, Yu Shu Huan's thank you this time was not only more sincere, but also had a sense of sudden enlightenment. Unexpectedly, Fei Jian was as dull as a wooden stake, but he saw through them all.
"You'd better take a look at Xiao'er, she's almost been made to cry by you." Fei Jian looked at Yuan Shu Han with a hint of laughter and tears. This little girl was still as clever as ever. Although there were still many shortcomings, he believed that she would get better and better in the future. The only pitiful one now was Xiao'er in her sister's arms, although her wronged expression was also lovely to look at.
Seeing her sister's attention finally on herself, Yu Shu Yun burst into tears. Unfortunately, Yu Shu Yun can't speak yet, otherwise she wouldn't have been treated so carelessly by her sister.